Once Upon A Time.

Forever baby,our love will never die.

Would you please dont say a word yet and listen to my heart,

Would you please think back the time we first met,

The laughter we shared, the way you felt about me,

You really care once upon a time.

Would you please think the way you treated me now and how much i cried,

But please seal your lips first,I never ever lied,

Can you see my heart breaking into bits by bits,

You hate yourself when you see my cry once upon a time.

Would you please look at our position now and how much I've tried,

The pain was so deep,unbearable and painful,

Still I choose to keep to myself all these while,

You always want to know whats in my heart once upon a time.

You are always playing a special role in my heart,now and forever,

A part of my life that break my heart,and the one I choose not to hate,

You gave me memories that I will never ever forget,

You never forget about every single word I said once upon a time.

You are always my true love,now and forever,

You and I have something special that will never ever change,I know,

Because I love you and loving someone seems strange somehow.

You love me forever once upon a time.

Would you think Im being a little too foolish sometimes,

I hate you because I can't erase our memories,

But I dare not complain because Im afraid that you would walk away,

Still it pains me to say that We'll be together till the end,

You never leave me once upon a time.

Would you please not say a word,just listen to our hearts whisper,

We said forever,once upon a time,

& We'll live happily ever after because I have faith in US.

This is what you used to tell me once upon time:'' dear,close your eyes and imagine that we are sitting on a bench in the garden,hands in hands,watching the most beautiful sunset ever,and two of our kids running around with cookie,our chaochao dog.If our kid happen to be a boy,he'll be a basketball player and Ill train him. If our kid happen to be a girl,you'll have to teach her piano my dear.I love you sweetie,forever and ever,you and only you,please don't leave me''

Never once I forget that. I love you.

ps,maybe our relationship isnt as crazy as it seems && happy 4 years and 7 months anniversary dear. Look how far we've come.

XOXO,

Giselle :(

Here We Go Again

Im falling fast down. I dont think if I can stay in this relationship anymore. Times and times I've been giving ways to you,yet times and times you broke me heart again and again. Im trying my very best. You want me to be this and that,and I thought you should love me for who I am ? Why cant you change? Why can't you make me more visible to you ?Why can't you respect me ? Why can't you appreciate me more ? Why can't you treat me better? Why can't you understand my feelings ? Why can't you just TRY! People,can I know if do you know any dumbfuck who let her boyfriend call her ugly and fat,screw her in the public,always lie to her && the best part is the dumbfuck enjoy being surrounded by all the lies,doesn't acknowledge her in front of his friends,the boyfriend always have plenty of money to go buy alcohol,treat other girls drinks and eat at fancy restaurant but when he's with the dumbfuck he'll keep complaining that she uses too much of his money and doesnt bring her anywhere not to mention fancy k,somewhere nice? He used to do everything for me,bring me everywhere my heart desire to go,but now all I can see is a guy who doesnt really gave much thought about me,wait. He doesnt even give any shits! Sigh* I really want to give up on this relationship,Im tired and sick. My heart is already in thousand pieces. But I dont want to go through the grueling stage again. I wish Im numb but Im not. I was just hoping if you at least care about my feelings,I dont know how to tell you all these,cause whenever I tried to tell you something you'll started screwing,asking why I brag so much. & Nowadays whenever I asked him a simple question he'll start to show his temper and get irritated easily. C'mon la. If someone asked where you go just tell that fella la. Over-react for farks ah. Maybe I should just leave ? Or wait for a miracle to happen ? Could really use a wish right now && if only the wish will come true. I miss you. The old you who loves me like noone else. The you that never ever bear to see me cry. The you who'll shed a tear for me. The you... && most of things that I love about are not there anymore.

Tunin' on Love the way you lie. My heart bleeds.

Ps,torn into 2.

XOXO,

Giselle