I'm back YOOOO! (: Finally study break is just around the corner && guess what Im going for driving test on May4thh! Yahoooo! After I get ma license,I promise to fetch these people around : Sue Lyanna x) Yeeting & Her hubby The best college buddy : Bubble & Mel Mel The Awesome High school friends that I miss badly : VeKenn & TamTam The Sexiest Lais on earth : Ziyan & Annice & Amanda & Denise Of course the PANGKOR CREWSS! :D Im going to fetch Mr chan for sure :D He's been fetching me ups and downs since the day he knows how to drive. Thank you dear.

Nowadays people been asking me why am I such a fool to patch things back with ahem* (you know who) People just keep filling my head with doubts. I've been thinking alot lately too & my conclusion is everyone deserves a second chance. Everyone makes mistakes okay. I bet each one of you who filled my head with doubtful thoughts too have your own darkest secret & your most bewildered mistake. C'mon I aint that good okay. Noone in this world is perfect. People Im not trying to offend you. I know that you care for me & as a friend I appreciate it alot. But sometimes I just gotta follow my instinct. Hope you guys will understand. I make foolish mistakes too. So for us,Ill give it another try. At least he changed right & at least he's still the old him at heart & at least he's the one who brought back my old grin.

my baby,

Honestly Im kinda happy that we broke up. No offence,but because of that grueling stage that the both of us went through really changed our thinking alot. In a positive way lahh of course. Both of us are more mature now and we dont have to go through fights everyday && the best part is I dont have go to bed with tears. Now,I really do know how to appreciate us more compare to the old days. I always take things for guaranteed. Dear,thanks you for everything. I couldnt possibly ask for more from you. You've given me more than enough. I never knew that we actually get to revive our 4 years relationship. I love you,i mean it from the bottom of my heart.

ps,give & take.

XOXO,

Giselle (:

After all the happy days. Today finally I broke down and cry. I cant believe that Im crying so hardly right now. ): Im having my stupid pt2 tmrw && something really disturbs me and I have loss my focus on studying. Now all Im doing is staring at the comp,tears flowing down my cheek & thinking why did you lie to me? Its just a small matter & you wanna lie. I dont get it. Who am I to you? I feel like as tho Im a stranger to you. You cant share everything with me ): Should I ignore everything? Like what I always did in the past? I got a very strong feeling that the past will be repeated again and Ill be breaking down soon. Again. Thank you. Im speechless. I cant believe that everything is going to be over so soon. I hope it wont. Sighhhh* Your promises are not reliable still I choose to believe. Now I ended up like this is all because of my foolishness. Believing that everything you said is true. And now Im prepared to believe whatever you said,prepared to forgive you or maybe prepared to hear the word break up...

ps,what do you want from me?

XOXO,

Giselle ):